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Posted on Tuesday, August 4, 2009

hey everyone!

Today, i felt sick. haha, its actually very minor but its great discomfort. The fever, headache and backache all at one go is killing me.

Here's sharing some thoughts!

Its about my project mates. Actually, its really hard being a good salt and light! In school, its hard to keep up during project seasons. I remembered few semester back, i was so stressed about my schoolwork and church that i cried in class. Looking back now, it reminds me of how much a bad testimony I have been.

Today, the same friend that witness me cry when i can't cope with stress, actually said she has absolute faith in me completing what i need to and what i was assigned. It's not her compliment that amazes me, but its the kind of character in me that she has trusted, through the semesters she has been working with me.

Sometimes, we hesitate to give to God, because we are afraid what our friends may think of us, what our parents may thnk of us, what the world may think of us, but actually the only thing that matters is how God thinks of us.

After screwing up few semesters back, i told God i really didn't mean to represent Him in a bad manner. In fact, God wasn't the one who stressed me then. It's my own inability to priortise and cope. I have seen how far that lesson had brought me. Now, there are still stress in life but i snap less easily and what I am amazed is how God has built a character in me that my friends around can trust.

Greatly reminds me of this verse-

1 Peter 2:12 (MSG)

Friends, this world is not your home, so don't make yourselves cozy in it. Don't indulge your ego at the expense of your soul. Live an exemplary life among the natives so that your actions will refute their prejudices. Then they'll be won over to God's side and be there to join in the celebration when he arrives.

Are you stress today, feeling like a bad testimony today? Hope this testimony refreshes you!

Jes

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